fundamental ambiguity

  1. as i span time, shaking steadily forward
  2. with no opposing opposite option, no threads
  3. other than the ones i have, no expanse
  4. beyond my own striving, or struggle to
  5. under-stand why i shake like i do, why
  6. i move in patterns that only show through
  7. anxious pacing and skipping from frame
  8. to frame, this experience this sensation
  9. of sensing that i think i might be alive
  10. if i could only grasp the handle on the
  11. box, flip the lid, carry it home, make
  12. a show to tell you what i think i might
  13. have found.